Kicking back today for a while as we watch Game 3 of the NBA Finals. Then, more to do for tomorrow.
There's lots of emptiness today. It's a mix of feelings of abandonment and depression. Fight lucid dreams and dissociating. Nobody's attacking us. Nobody's trying to go down on us and then kill us. You have to get anger out and try not to black out. We feel like we're this close to snapping. On the other hand, it has to come out.
Do you still have to screen everything? We do. It's like you're three steps ahead and see everything that's happening, and nobody else does. How do you deal with that?
Since there's no instant cure for trauma, how do you deal with it? Break it down into small increments so it feels "manageable".
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