Sorry to be away for a while. It's been everything from finishing with the therapist to job leads and more.
Also, symptoms. Despair one minute, then anger. We still scream and fight to not snap or black out. Deal with that, and everything else in your day. How do you cope with that?
We're renewing the apt. lease, which means we're not homeless for a third time. We also try to keep in mind that we have no control over what others say and do.
Do you still have sick lucid dreams? We do, and have to fight our way out of them.
Why do we still have this stuff? Because it's trapped trauma coming out. We can't afford to go to a new local therapist. One lead might work out. We see what happens.
In the meantime, we still screen everything. Do you have the feeling that you're about four steps ahead of the world? It's like anything you look at/read/listen to you know everything that will happen, and what all the responses will be. Why bother dealing with any of it?
We just want some sense of balance.
Since there's no instant cure for trauma, how do you deal with it? Break it down into small increments so it feels "manageable".
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