More screaming and fighting to focus and not dissociate all the time. At times we feel like we're getting bombarded with nonstop flashbacks and lucid dreams. Physical pain still happens as well.
Another rough part is abandonment. The feeling of, does anyone care at all? You hear survivor's worst fears:
It's your fault
You fix it
Don't waste my time with this garbage
Go freak out somewhere else
And so on
We didn't ask for this. However, it's our responsibility? Ok. Then, you no longer have the right to use double standards. Please don't insult our intelligence by one minute saying you care. Then, piss off and go away.
You feel paralyzed and totally empty. What do you do?
Since there's no instant cure for trauma, how do you deal with it? Break it down into small increments so it feels "manageable".
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