Staying in right now as we catch up on writing and defragging our hard drive. However, no TV this afternoon. There's literally nothing to watch. Bono's right. Not all, but a lot of Stateside TV is shit.
Why? One reason is because triggering stuff is rampant. Nobody seems to notice or to care. This means that for all trauma survivors, nobody will protect you. You have to do it yourself.
Screen everything. If you don't have to watch/read/listen to/buy it, don't. Do something else. It would be nice to be able to save the world. Unfortunately, it doesn't work like that. Your protection comes first.
Our symptoms are still there. Physical pain is still a problem. Also, graphic lucid dreams. Anal pain, pain in your groin, severe pain in your penis. The psycho pedophile laughing as you scream. Nobody will hear you. I'm gonna fuck you till you bleed.
Time is frozen. You can't move. You want to kill them. But your body won't respond.
Will anybody listen or help?
How come nobody's there?
Does anybody care?
Since there's no instant cure for trauma, how do you deal with it? Break it down into small increments so it feels "manageable".
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