Right now, lots of despair. Everything takes an enormous amount of energy to do. Split second flashbacks still happen. We still have to fight lucid dreams.
What else? Hypocracy seems to be everywhere. This means changing things and people around to protect yourself. In one sense, this can save you lots of time and money which allows you more time and money to do other stuff. On the other hand, we still scream and have violent tremors as we fight to not black out.
If we did black out, would we come back? Or, would one of my multiples take over?
We try to focus on other stuff to try and maintain some sense of balance. Despite that, crippling despair is still there.
Since there's no instant cure for trauma, how do you deal with it? Break it down into small increments so it feels "manageable".
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