Staying in for a while to catch up on online applications and more. No caffeine. Also, can we handle any sugar at all? Or, does the tiniest amount set off tremors and other symptoms?
Despair at times is really crippling. You know you exist. However, you feel like a empty shell. The smallest things take a huge amount of energy to do. You won't off yourself. On the other hand, by the time you get to dinner, you feel totally wiped out.
How do you cope with the full terror of the trauma that happened to you? Does it still flood out? Do you have lucid dreams in the middle of the day? When was the last time you blacked out?
If we don't get the anger out, we feel like we're going to literally snap. Dissociating will get worse and then we'll just literally vanish.
Will anyone care?
Since there's no instant cure for trauma, how do you deal with it? Break it down into small increments so it feels "manageable".
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